I really fucking hate my life.

[DeadKennedys]

Originally Posted by Tadao

And now the fag does it.

Hey, hey man. Lemme let you in on a little secret.

You have a half naked man wearing a thong under your name. I don't care if the fundoshi is a time honored tradition - it looks like Hunter S. Thompson in a g-string. Fag.

You're not japanese. Quit trying.

Also, Fathom, I like your hair. Keep it up! Maybe put a mouse trap on top of your wallet, but only leave your room at night, and unscrew the lightbulb! I don't know!

[Pub Lover]

Dude, he is japanese.

[Fat_Hippo]

Well, half-japanese anyway.

[Pub Lover]

The point is if you want a little japanese in you, he can help.

[Tadao]

It does look like Hunter in a G-String! Best avatar ever!

[Tadao]

Originally Posted by DeadKennedys

Hey, hey man. Lemme let you in on a little secret.

You have a half naked man wearing a thong under your name. I don't care if the fundoshi is a time honored tradition - it looks like Hunter S. Thompson in a g-string. Fag.

You're not japanese. Quit trying.

Also, Fathom, I like your hair. Keep it up! Maybe put a mouse trap on top of your wallet, but only leave your room at night, and unscrew the lightbulb! I don't know!

Looks like we found out who's behind the gay FZ characters.

[liquidstatik]

shut it

[Tadao]

sigh... siryessir

[Mike]

Cheer up Charlie Brown, if what you described pretty much sums it up your life could be a whole f-ton worse. You've at least got a good reason (or a couple, by the scope of things) to get on with bigger and better things. I decided when I was 13 that I was better off on my own and I was right. I'm not trying to tell you that your situation is just peachy, but it's pretty clear that your parents are going to continue to screw things up like it's their job, and your brothers sound so wrecked that there's not much that can be done so the only thing you have control over is your own life. I say move out, get an apartment, finish highschool and start looking into financial aid NOW so that you can put yourself through college without spending too much time afterward dealing with student loans. If you're good at a sport try to use that to get through school. You'd be surprised at what can get you into a school. I went to CU on a rugby scholarship and majored in music and all I had was a GED so almost anything is possible. Having been employed and declaring myself independent on my tax info was very helpful as well. Schools respect that and will try to help you out if you make it clear that you have no parental support to back you up.

[Chojin]

Well, I guess this explains why Mike is so cranky.

[GADZOOKS]

I love Mike. He should write a book about how fucked up life can be.

[MetalMilitia]

Though he does have more surf-pals than I do

[Fathom Zero]

I found out that the girl whom I've loved for the longest of time is probably a lesbian. It was more of a collective realization and I just refused to believe it. And I just generally feel like shit. Someone talk to me, please.

I'm probably just going to bottle this up and hope it doesn't come back to bite me in my emotionally fragile ass later.

[Fat_Hippo]

I'm here, but I doubt that's who you meant with someone to talk to.

Anyway, that does suck. How long have you been in love with her?

[Fathom Zero]

I dunno, I'd say four years.

[Fat_Hippo]

That is harsh. You said it was just a sort of collective realization, but what exactly was it that made it clear to you in the end? Did she tell you, or did someone else tell you, or what?

[Chojin]

Well, he hasn't actually talked to her yet, so she couldn't have told him.

[Fathom Zero]

Signs, mannerisms, words. I dunno if my awkward advances were ever truly reciprocated, but something tells me they weren't.

Something tells me I'll get over it. The only reason I loved her was because I loved her, if that makes sense.

Besides, I can't really dig on those feminist chicks.

[Protoclown]

Things will get sooo much better after you get out of your parents' house. It won't be the end to all your problems, but it will certainly end a lot of them.

[Girl Drink Drunk]

I think we should all give Fathom a big hug.

[Fat_Hippo]

I concur.

[Chojin]

Proto, are you still a virgin?

[Fathom Zero]

A guy was giving out free hugs at a campus I went to on Thursday and I took him up on the offer.

[Misdemonar]

do you have picutres of said hug? :o

[Fathom Zero]

Sadly, no.

But I did get people to laugh at a boy with brain cancer.