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Originally Posted by CaptainBubba
In all seriousness I was suicidal for a little while. I didn't tell a soul that I contemplated death because they might've tried to stop me, but I did mope around like a pussy and drop out of school for a little bit, spending my days just sitting around thinking of why I wasn't happy. I honestly desired death because nothing made me happy.
I made a cocktail in my garage of things like antifreeze and rubbing alcohol and I starred at it for a good hour before throwing it outside and cooking me up a steak.
It was a really good steak because I seasoned it just right and cooked it up rare.
I would never have eaten that steak had I gone through with it. :o
And I never considered death an option since.
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And you mock me.
I've had suicidial urges since I was in the 5th grade. Once I tried to kill myself in front of my mother.
After a while, you learn to deal with it, and the urge evolves with you. It changes, but the cause is always the same.