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Originally Posted by AChimp
If you're overbearing, James, then you're overbearing. You should lighten up like she suggests.  |
She didn't suggest. She likes that I look after her, and care about her the way I do. I'm not overbearing in the slightest, and I have toned it down a lot (she's a big girl, she can take care of herself).
It's just funny that for a friend, she wants me to look after her. But for a boyfriend, she wouldn't want that. And it's too late to change, because she has her mind set on thinking of me as a brother. The ladder system wins again.
See, this whole thing is stupid. She says this, and now all I can think about is what I've missed out on. I was doing great just being good friends with her, but now I can't stop thinking about what it would be like if things were more serious, knowing I can't have it. It's like, if someone runs up to you on the street, holds out a cake, and says "You can't have any of this cake." Chances are, you're suddenly going to want the cake.
She made me fucking want her cake.
And why the hell do I have to be a brother? Why can't I be Daddy?
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