Life likes fucking with me.

[Helm]

Did your mother neglect you as a child or sumthin? (you don't have to kill Freud, I seem to be able to do that just fine) Haha crude humour can't support naivety sorry lol what we were talking about hrm: As a person that has been in your position and largely still is, the whole concept of 'relationship' is learnt behaviour, based on an artificial social model that's constantly being reinforced through various means. There's reason for it to exist, but you have to be critical of this reason. Don't just adopt it just because it's been consistently force-fed to you since the first day you opened your eyes to this happy world of ours. The need of a man or woman to keep a constant romantic relationship with another person is largely due to his inability to cope with that fact that we are, ultimately alone. We theorize that just because other people have hands and feets and heads and testicles (or occasionally testicle) that they experience and interpret emotion, reality in the same way as us but as this is attempted to be communicated, it fails in many ways. Construsion, mistrusion, INTRUSION MY ROD IS ATHRUST IN MOIST OPENINGS There is no relationship, really. You're having a relationship with what you think that person is, and she in turn is having a relationship with that she thinks you are. Double proxies, you'll burn your firewall TUGFEY(FHDGYHFVgyfv

so don't credit relationships too much. They can work, agreed, and there's gratification there for you, but the thing is, not everything that works is 'good' (here's a naive concept for you) so be critical of the practises that you've adopted, that's all that I'm saying. You're doing everything your instinct tells you now that cannot be not be not healthy! not!

You're alone.