who's wrong

[FartinMowler]

I guess you understand my point then. I'm kinda in a pre-midlife blues... just adjusting to having time to actually write and play my bass without all the complications of "I wonder if I will get laid tonight?" or " I wonder what I should wear today" or " should I have a shower and shave today" just to impress people or boost my self image. I find this site annoying sometimes and really want to leave and sometimes I feel guilty that I don't send money to support it for the fact that I am in denial that I actually belong to a group of people that I don't think actually like me or they mainly don't like themselves and that is actually "teh" group that is underlying in this mostly a ficticious site?. I alway's wonder if most of the people have alter ego's respond to boost there self image mainly because everyone is too shallow to talk to each other. I alway's revert back to James who said "Fartin you just don't get it". I've spent most of my life not getting
religion/homosexuality/callous and unfeeling people. I am slowly becoming bitter and my skin is getting thick and I hope that I can regain my funny warped sense of humour that many friends and family have said that I have and I feel is slowly slipping away......Boogie knew it was me so I figured most would figure it out.. :/ [/code]