for some reason i knew if anybody understood what my babbling was about, it'd be jin.
i LIKE drinking and smoking. i'm not worried about addiction because (besides cigarettes), i'm not stupid enough to get addicted to anything else. what i'm worried about is this need to distract myself... distract
ourselves. the need to cover up the awkwardness... it's one thing if it's around strangers, but your closest friends? seems kinda pathetic
