What do i do?

[glowbelly]

go in to a major hospital and tell them that you wish to speak to someone. here, at the cleveland clinic, they have ways of bypassing payment. they let you work with interns who are not yet doctors, but are supervised by a doctor. since they are interns, they can't charge you...and usually don't.

and as suggested, seek the help of a psychologist first. they will give you the necessary tests to help determine if you should be put on medication. then you can go see a psychiatrist.

if you go to a doctor and they talk to you for a half hour and then try to prescribe you some kind of drug, RUN AWAY. do not fill a prescription until you have had the proper conversations with your doctors and have at least had a blood test.

the most important thing, though, is to go seek help. medical bills can be deferred, mental well-being usually can't.