Calm blue ocean

[Buffalo Tom]

I'm at work right now, because I can't afford to take time off, and I'd rather be doing something that takes my mind off it a bit, instead of being paranoid at home.

Sleep has eluded me. Because sleep has eluded me and I'm working, I've been downing caffeine-filled liquids regularly, which can't be good for my nerves right now.

As to the source of the my panic, well, I'd rather not go into it.

I'm going to crash before the day is out, I know it. I think I'm going to go home.