phobias

[SUFFER]

Im afraid of order and perfection
if everything is going right for too long I get suspicious
Im just used to dysfunction , so if it doenst appear every now and again I get nervous and wait for something fucked up to happen

im also afraid of familys that seem to be picture perfect
like those "leave it to beaver familys"
actually anyone in general who isnt a little off in some way kinda freaks me out , i always think theyre hiding something .
but then again i am from New Jersey
so im sure that may explain alot also