Agh I'm so fucking miserable right now.

[Jeanette X]

Originally Posted by dj bastard

Awww, grow the fuck up you junkie, not surprised your fucked up if you reach for the drug cupboard everytime you feel shit. Personally as someone who runs a small business, i would fire your ass and work twice as hard myself till i found someone else.
I can tell you now girl what your boss is thinking. As soon as any kind of suitable replacement comes along your out.
Its not drugs and sympathy you need its a fucking good shake and a dose of reality. I fucking hate whingeing twats like you, always looking for someone to tell you its allright, well its not, you have one life dude live it before its gone. I had a girlfriend once, a pharmacist, i dumped the bitch because she was always looking for an emotional / chemical crutch just like you are, the drug cabinet was her only friend and thats the way you'll end up. Read this and take an overdose then you can have all the er staff pretend they feel sorry for you too. I hope you get out of this rut but i doubt it. the more people tell you they feel for you the worse it will get and the downward spiral will continue. Yes i sound heartless but ive seen this so many times and the only one who can help you is you, get to it and shut the fuck up.
Love, the bastard

Look, asshole, I agree that psychiatric drugs are over-prescribed to a lot of whiny drama queens who go running to the doctor every time they've got a little problem, but I've got a family history of depression, OCD, and anxiety disorders. I've had relatives who have killed themselves. I've got a real, fully diagnosed, psychiatric condition with a chemical basis in the brain. Do you know why my parents took my to the psychiatrist in the first place? Because I was hearing things that weren't there, that's why, not because I'm some idiot who can't deal with life and tries to make it all better by taking pills. I've worked at that drugstore without any major problems for SIX YEARS. I worked my ass off to get my Bachelor's degree, and I'll work my ass off to fix whatever the fuck is wrong with me now. I just posted this to vent my frustrations, and if you don't like it, then fuck off. It never ceases to amaze me the way people think that you can somehow will yourself out of an anxiety attack or depression when it is proven to have a physical basis. Do you also tell people who have diabetes that they can will themselves out of it when their insulin levels drop? Fuck you, you judgemental arrogant douche.