I need some help if anyone is willing to listen

[Babs]

I totally feel the same way, I just didn't know if I was being an unreasonable person. Yeah, I think today I'm going to wake her ass up early (she'll probably wake me up) and get her some applications.

[Zhukov]

If she loved you she would be trying as ahrd as fuck to make your situation easier, just like what you are doing for her. If she can make it easier by sorting herself out, then she needs to do that.

Also, if you are hindered from your studies, or your job or even from being healthy because of her, you should tell her. Same thing applies, if she loved you she would want the best for you. It's hard, I know, but you need to put yourself first in this case.