Science!

[Dixie]

i want it dead because i don't want kids, least of all the child of an ex who doesn't want it either.
perfectly rational to me.
i'd get my tubes tied but the doctors won't do it on someone as young as myself.

i didn't try to rationalize it as saying the kid's fucked up already (which it very likely is), i just don't want children, never have. i wouldn't be a good mother, i know this. i don't have to rationalize it to myself nor anyone else. i don't even know why you care. my sobriety isn't of question either. i like to drink, i drink damn near everyday, but i haven't had any alcohol since i started my antibiotics and i'm counting down the days til i can drink again. i'm a pothead and a heavy drinker, sue me, but that isn't why i want to get rid of it.