Mid life crisis

[Supafly345]

I think I am just in the romance of learning. I can still learn about various kinds of science if I take up a vocational trade, especially since I don't want to commit to any one field of knowledge. Yeah, I think I am happy being a hobbyist, though I won't feel like I am actually contributing much to society.
A good friend of mine who sometimes posts here, Camacazio is a fancy pants physicist and I think I am just envious of all the ground breaking stuff he gets to do every time I speak with him- which is practically every day. I am pretty sure it isn't what I want though. I was just very anxious when I wrote that post and felt like if I didn't do something important I'd be wasting my life. I'm a bit calmer now.