finding god

[FartinMowler]

I can relate to Sspadowski..

I still haven't decided if I believe there is any higher power. There's something wonderfully ironic about the idea that this is all just random chance, and people still try to find proof of a grand designer. If there's some omnipotent force out there that put this all together, I bet it's far different than the human concept of "God." And, if it does exist, it's obviously got a pretty twisted sense of humor.

And even The_Rorschach can surprise...

I'm guilty of many things, worse than that. The best I can manage is to correct myself, and illuminate a better way for others whom might be interested.

Surely you are not suggesting I cannot grow as a person?

Compassion doesn't come easily to everyone, but I'm working on it.

I would like to believe but I have had too many terrible things happen to me in my life and it wasn't god that helped me and he isn't getting the credit thank you.