Depression

[Vibecrewangel]

I used to hear that a lot Proto. "Let it go" "You're over reacting" "Stop dwelling on it" I wish I could explain it, but for some people it just isn't that easy. And I don't expect anyone who hasn't experienced it to understand it. Kinda like child birth. It's like being locked in a room with with a VCR and a tv playing the same movie over and over and over. And the longer it plays the more distorted it gets. You push all the buttons it doesn't stop. You unplug everything it doesn't stop. You beat on it doesn't stop. You then have to sowly pick it apart until you find that one little piece that makes it stop. And every issue you have is a different video and every time you have to go through all the damn motions and then pick it apart.

After a while I figured out what parts most often stopped my videos. Makes it a lot easier once the dame case is open.

Get the feeling I use a lot of imagery to help myself? I done gots me a real vivid minds eye.....