Depression

[Sethomas]

I've mentioned before that I have schizoaffective disorder, but never really explained it. Basically, it's bipolar disorder complicated by schizophrenic episodes. My schizophrenia plays out as a complete lack of desire to live and inability for joy, as well as what I rationalize has hightened awareness of God's interaction with the world. As things work out, I have three week periods of extreme depression, followed by three week periods in which I still want to die but at least I'm not barraged with constant reminders of how much life sucks, and then I have three weeks when I can read minds and the radio tells me to murder people.

I really find the whole thing hilarious, it just sucks that it happens to be my life.