Jeanette, ("Dr. Jung here"
Don't feel so disturbed about your dream. It doesn't have to mean that you want to do
In your dream, P. R. represents your masculine side/"Animus". P.R. had probably made an impression on you once and your mind now "uses" him as a persona in which you can express yourself to
yourself with. So, he performed your thoughts and feelings at your will ...kindda like your own personal puppet.
His appearance in your dream was merely an association to better understand something in your mind. Perhaps he represents innocence or purity (it is whatever your
mind associates with Pee-wee). The erotic part of it, can (again) be another association you are making in reference to things you have been thinking about; perhaps, you have been feeling secure, comfortable or good about someone/something/a situation currently in your life?
If you had had more details about it, it would have been more fun...oh well